Okay, so when this idea popped into my head about starting a blog, I wasn't sure what I'd write about. But after thinking long and hard.. yea right! I just thought I would document my life, I mean I am a 29 year old high school teacher, who has crazy friends and it seems that it doesn't matter where I go, strange and interesting things seems to follow me, I promise.. I am not kidding! Did I mention I am so sarcastic, sometimes I realize it might be hard to tell when I am joking, not always a good thing.. So here I begin my journey enlightening the world of my life. I can't promise all fun, but it will keep you at the edge of your seat, hope you enjoy this excursion!
So let's start with this dating thing... I seem to have a magnet attached to me and a stamp on my forehead that not only attracts guys that are habitual liars, but must think I am the most naive girl they've ever met! Really, I don't get it! What is it that makes someone want to lie? I'm the type of person I will find out the truth, no matter what.. hello, journalist here, it's in my blood. Let's look at this list of liars... in the last two years there was one who was getting married, but wait before you form your opinions, I had no clue! we dated for almost a year, yes I said year.. before I found out, due to help from friends, but then again I have to admit there were some signs. We did the usual things, going out to dinner, the movies, bars, he even came out for my birthday... but still there just wasn't something right, I think I just didn't want to believe it. I do like to see the best in people, but that clearly isn't working! Then there's the second one, he worked with me and was charming as anyone could be, he even had that "dinging" sound when he smiled, did I mention he made me swoon, only because he reminded me of former Boston Celtics Eddie House... just made me weak! but then again... the lies began to come out, as gossip flows like water through the work place, I heard he moved to Houston for a girlfriend/fiancee, so since I am not like any other girl, I confronted him and asked.. of course it was word vomit coming from his mouth, it only went down hill from there.. not to mention he began seeing another co-worker, which in actuality was "over" both of us, not indirectly, so he used that to his advantage. On to the next one... this one I thought was actually a good catch.. probably because we had some background.. we went to high school together, but didn't really know each other. So here we are 11 years later. I am sure you're wondering how we met back up... of course the root of all evil, Facebook!! So we talked on the phone for hours, just getting to know each other, you know the right way... The weird part is he seemed to be up front about many things in his life.. for the first meeting I met him and some of his friends for drinks one night, we hit it off.. I thought he was awesome and liked the way he treated me.... couldn't stop smiling, it hurt. Over the next few days he flooded my phone with "thinking of you" and "I can't wait to see you again" texts, but as time went on, I began to think he was Criss Angel or something.. every time I had an event to go to or if we had plans he'd go MIA, lose his phone, or just not answer. Ridiculous! After about a month and a half, I found out he lived with the mother of his son, but like I said earlier about being "up-front" with things.. obviously not!
This leads to the present.. once again I am praying and asking God to bring me a Godly man, someone I can grow with. I know he is out there and it's all in God's timing, but I have realized I can not put time and effort in to vagabonds... it only takes away from the person I am suppose to meet. I just have to start hacking the weeds down a little bit faster!
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